2011 A.D.

Today is the 7th day of 2011. In terms of new year resolution I don't have any because since January 1st 1991, I have stopped from making any new year resolution.Why?

My car crash December 2, 1990 was the turning point. I said to myself there must be a solid reason for me ramming into those cows. I'm a competent driver yet the accident had erased most of my memories.Why I could not remember anything about Saskatoon all of the sudden? And why at one time I can't remember that I even went to Canada?

The reason was jealousy. There were sayings such as he won't even make it to the second year, he will come back as a musician with wife and kids and none what so ever the word of he will get his degree. I don't bullshit other peoples lives but people bullshit my life for the last 20 years.Not to mention when I bought my Perodua Kancil in 2002. Did he sell ***? Aren't he afraid of the death penalty?

The famous Malay cum Negri Sembilan word is 'JOBO' sort of arrogant in English. Believe me it is not proud to own that small Kancil, it is a necessity. People who knew me from primary school will tell that I don't like to talk a lot. Even after I have paid off my car loan more than a year ago, those people still want to bullshit me by having many buses stopped in front of my folks home. They thought they could be cynical to me! I am not allowed to own a car but other people can have whatever they want. Idiots!

This is the attitude which I don't like about MALAYsians. Unless you relented to their demands, you will be attacked mentally and not to mention physically.Reason, to remind me of my roots. Guess what, maybe I should read that Alex Haley's novel again.

I DOUBT Malaysia will ever achieve the developed status by 2020.

SO IT WAS TRUE. IT WAS MY GREAT GREAT GRAND DAD PAHLAWAN ADI WHO WAS IN MY DREAM.